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My dream room k. I gonna make my room like this if I have the time and furnishings. HAHA. But it's like quite hard to clean up..

Okay, it's 5.35am now. I am still awake. I was looking at twitter and the current trend is PSLE. I was browsing thru it and felt so old. I had my PSLE at 2004 I think? That was so long ago... 6 years ago. Haha. I am so tired recently that my family said that I have become very listless. I did sleep and I did stay up late. But I had enough of sleep! Just that the timing is a little different. LOL. I think I am just not used to my boyfriend's bed that's why. I can sleep for 12 hours and still feel tired. It is really amazing? The only thing that keeps me awake is food. After a satisfying meal, I can stay up the whole night because I am too full.

I wanna play all day, party all night. This should be the correct way, I wanna work all day and sleep all night. Hehehe. Oh ya, vaunt 5 on last Monday was awesome. Those who have went will definitely agree with me. I suddenly remember that my birthday is in a month and five days' time, how come I am not excited at all? Everyone will be too busy with their own stuff, who will ever care manz. My boyfriend have new year's eve party(which falls on my birthday eve) to handle, my friends are basically all those who involved in it too. Hehe. Everyone have their own life to lead, I will just have to tell myself that. I am not a superstar, I am not famous, I am not pretty. I will just have to make do with what I have and celebrate my birthday with I, myself and me. I don't mind, I can just buy a small cupcake for myself, sit at a corner and sing birthday songs to myself. Or maybe buy a gift for myself. Isn't this how I celebrate my birthday when I was young, when my parents are out and nobody was there? I have already received my advanced birthday present from my cousin. So sweet of her. I don't know which one is the present actually. Cause she gave a necklace and a shirt. One for Christmas, another for my birthday. ♥ I love the Tinklebell necklace, seriously. It's so cuteeee! I shall take a photo of it in my next post. Hehe.

Oh yes, it is quite a boring post to be honest. When I am eighteen, will I still be the same? When I am eighteen, will my life change? When I am eighteen, can you still accept me for who I am?