Hi strangers.

I know it's been fucking long ever since I updated this little box of mine.. Lack of privacy? Maybe.. I woke up at 0630 and it's fucking early. These few weeks, I am just going to and fro from my place to B's and from B's place to mine. I am so tired..

Slept at 0315 yesterday and woke up at 0630 is totally a chore. But I had to. :( Passed vvip tickets to a buyer and headed to B's place AGAIN. Oh yes, again. I was talking to B and he said, 'Yesterday Shixiong come over to my place then he ask where are you.' Haha, I am like totally living at B's place man.

Things happened while I neglected this lil space. I am never someone who have great accomplishments or what ever you call it. I am now currently not in school anymore and it totally sucks to the max. Oh yes, I love all these free times when I had school. But now, it totally sucks. No longer in Singapore Poly made me feel like I am such a trash now. So many feelings, so many emotions to be expressed. But nothing can be expressed out to anyone.

I realised that I need more than a boyfriend. I need my family, I need my loved ones, I need my friends, I need everyone around me.. I am not sensitive to the people around, I am not good at words, I am never someone who's lovable by all.

How I wished I am a stronger girl that doesn't cry easily. If I were to be someone more reasonable. If I were to be more capable. How good will that be... Comment k. ☻