Different emotions.

Hiiii everyoneeeee! My eyes are swollen again, omgomg. :( I'm so freaking upset now la. Mummy says that I'm going to fall sick soon, I think so too. :( Just popped one flu tablet that's non-drowsiness and using lappy now! Recently, kept falling sick and I don't even know why. Sore throat's coming too, I CAN FEEL IT. ARGHHH. I can't stand/sit too long, I'll feel giddy somemore. Mummy says that my migraine and low blood pressure is acting up. I THINK I AM A PERSON WITH ILLNESS LOR. I'M NEVER HEALTHY.... SIGHS.

Overwhelmed with emotions.

Have been feelin' emotional lately. Don't know why, but yes, I do feel alone sometimes and unloved. Full of insecurities.. I'm letting it to take over me now... I hate the way I'm feeling now... But like, I don't know why. I'm just feeling really down and upset la. Sometimes I really wish that you'd have the time, just you and me. Nothing else. Why can't we have a day without any disturbance? ... You have no more time for me at all and all I feel is insecurities and more insecurities?

I'm sorry for being such a nuisance. I'm sorry for being such a disturbance. I'm sorry for making a scene. I'm sorry for everything. Sorry for being emotional.

I will continue smiling, please keep my little secret with you.

The reason of my smile.

On the brighter side, see how big my smile is! Hehehe. Cause I know that Mummy and Daddy loves me so much! You know how sweet are they? They wanted to fetch me to the A&E when I'm having swollen eyes last few days when I'm at Feibao's place. They wanted to come down from Woodlands to Ubi just to bring me to A&E. They even texted Feibao to bring me to A&E and they'll pay. Love them much! Granny even cooked red bean soup for me when I came back and my aunt is getting me eyedrops(since I refused to see the docs). I'll smile for the sake of them. No matter how sad am I, I'll always smile for them!

Currently talking to Clara on the phone. Damn long ever since I talked to her on the phone and we talked for like going 4 hours!! Omgz. My house phone batt is going low soon. But I like to talk to her, she's damn cute(although I'm cuter, hahaha). I was bloghopping just now and was at Clara's blog. The song is damn nice, I swear!! Kinda fit into how I'm feeling now. Gonna put post it up on my next blog post, it's damn nice. Hehehe.

Okay, shall conti talking on the phone with Clara now! And please follow me on twitter for daily updates, xoxo. Toodles everyone!♥♥♥